Weekly Update 8/3/14

So I was reading through some of my old posts on here and I noticed that my first one talked about my depression two years ago and how I was feeling the same when I made that post.

Looking back on it, I can't believe that I was ever like that. I just can't believe I thought there was no hope.

Now when I look at myself now, not much has changed in my life. I still have a very limited amount of friends and I don't fit in here at my school. Everything I do, I feel left out of, but I guess the only different thing is is that I learned to love with it. 

Obviously, I still get upset and I still get angry. I'm human. But, I've found myself to be a much more happier person now. Even when my best friend stopped talking to me, when I got left out of everything, I found myself not caring. I have 11 months left here and then I'm gone. So what's even the point of worrying? 

People always ask me where I'm going to college and what I want to do with my life and my answer is always "I don't know, I'm just getting out of here." 

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On a happier note,  I might be going to a One Direction/ 5 Seconds of Summer concert on the 30th in Chicago. It's not official yet but I really hope the plans go through. I had to miss Warped Tour this year so this would definitely make up for it.

I also had a great time yesterday. I picked up 27 extra hours at Subway and yesterday was the only day I had off so I went to the lake with a few friends and Joseph. We went tubing and we actually did end up breaking the boat but we won't talk about that too much. It was altogether a great day and I ended up sleeping like a baby last night due to being so exhausted.

Also, I just filmed a July Favorites video and am in the process of uploading it now! So check it out :) 

Until next time,
Kennedy

Currently reading: Orange is the New Black by Piper Kerman

Currently watching: Project Runway! A new season just started and I'm already obsessed with it. I love it so much.

Song of the week: Amnesia- 5 Seconds of Summer. In the first two weeks of owning the song, I listened to it 94 times.